ever since last entry is from  feb something , which means i have not been update my space for a year . as all we acknowledge, so many events happened in the last year , i was like a bunny jumped around in my narrow dim depressed environment, tried to find a window that i would throw my life into it and never be regreted . after suffering from my coldest winter, when spring is up ahead , when biological circle is thriving, i am still sitting here and waiting as a statue.  things change faster than what we originally thought, i was planning to a lot of things including northern sea food, when all of these dreams deferred , i was compelled to confront the truth. \

my happy ending is happy..and my agony still clinch on my heart.  inconvenient truth,  is that what we call it ?