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    April 26

    love letter

    Cold here, icy cold there. You belong to neither, leave shave withered.

    Your face is pale and blue, a tearful smile. Some-thing in your eyes,whispers words of last good-bye. My heart sinks down,tearssurge out.

    Hot summer.Cheerful Cocktail. You took my hand. We fledin to another world of band. You sat by my side, long hair tied behind,cool and killing.Smile floating on the lemonade,soft and smooth.How I was? amazed.Your face looked like the cover of the magazine.Myhead spin. You led my hand,danced along the crazy theme.

    Light vied with wine, elegance mixed with fragrance,laughing covered by greetings, the crowed was busy at handshaking.You stoodthere, eyes on me. I trembled at the sparkles, better than the light. A masterpiece from God, I felt dizzy. We were not near, yet we were togeth-er. 

    Days ended. You said, you would wait for me at th e Alps side.We would ski against snowflakes dancing in the sky. I gave noan swear but a good-bye to ac-company your flight. Gone was the plane,I suddenly tasted my pain. I knew I had been silly and stupid,you were in my heart, I shouldn ’t have hidden in the dark. I tried to forget your disappointment. I made be-lieve sometime someday,I would tell you, I feel all the same. 

    My thought struggled at confessing, somehow hesitation endedin flinching. I continued my role of a fool, clinched to my maiden pride, yet secretly in-dulged in your promise of the white land --snow measuring down to us, in your arms I am lifted up. The chiming of Christmas bell! 

    The bell died in the patter of rain, from hell came the laughing of Satan at my brain. Tearful smile, swal-lowed by the darkness.How could I trace your hair to wipe your tears? My handsreachedout,catching nothing but a raindrop, on a leaf that had withered. 

    Snowflakes have melted into water, and we are no more together. www

    April 22

    GIGI

    莫名发现个中文MTV的电视台, 里面播放的正是GIGI的 原来爱情可以那么伤
    歌很好听,只是没什么感染,看着依旧喜欢的GIGI
    几年来有青涩短发的GIGI到现在成熟气质的她
    似乎几年内,自己的喜欢的类型也随着她的变化而变化
    白净的脸
    MTV中唱着悲伤的情歌,却平静的脸
    挂满了泪痕
    突然觉得好心疼她,
    那种心底永远抹不去的疼痛……
     
    April 15

    感觉

    晚上,一个回家
    4月的天
    大风的纽约似乎要把整座城市给刮起来,
    卷如大海
    路过街边的电话厅
    看见寒风中打电话的人
    声音已冷得打颤,却洋溢着满脸的幸福。
    猛得
    想起若干年前的自己
    自己不也曾经和他
    一样过吗?
    落叶的季节卷走的是一片一片的思恋,
    四月的晚春又会给我们带来怎样的喜悦。
    看着他,自己不由打了一冷颤
    也许只是自己的图片思维记忆比较深
    也许,或者,其他
     
    只是在回想的时候会有种已经老去
    的失落。
    再或者,但自己看着高中时的文言文时,
    即使记得每句中的每个字,
    甚至标点符号
    却不会有当初那种诗的感觉。
    有时候感觉很重要
    学习需要感觉,投篮需要感觉,爱情需要感觉
    没有了感觉
    再完美的黄金也是堆废铜烂铁。
     
     
     
    April 09

    等者我的结果

    放假的几天天天在家涅磐,自己都烦了,感觉自己在浪费生命。
    但似乎生命就是来浪费的。。
    他们说,时候到了自然就会有工作有钱了
    而我知道,我的目标不仅仅是这些,
    每天都设法给自己找些乐子,保持自己积极向上的作风
    。。也许,我是太久一个人了。
    作业到现在还没写,真不知道还能拖到什么时候,
    人常待在一个地方会变懒变迟钝
    感觉自己就是这样。
    想想接来下要忙的事,头就晕。
    没人能帮我。
    还是得一切靠自己,别太拖累我就好了。
    好想学校,
    一个人在家就与世隔绝了
    喜欢特热闹和特安静的环境
    但似乎都不能持续很久。
    很有耐心的说自己其实没耐心
    三个人一起回国可能真的是oNCE IN LIFE。
    毕业,转校了就没那么频繁了
    那么远认识你们挺好的
     
    不爽被别人说是什么东西
    这样的女人太幼稚
    总有一天自己会明白的,
    等着我的结果
     
     
    April 07

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     1. Head northwest on 76th St toward 21st Ave 0.5 mi
    2 mins
     
     2. Turn left at 18th Ave/Christoforo Colombo Blvd 0.5 mi
    2 mins
     
     3. Turn right at 86th St 1.4 mi
    4 mins
     
     4. Turn right to merge onto Brooklyn Queens Expy/I-278 E toward Queens 6.8 mi
    10 mins
     
     5. Take exit 28B to merge onto Brooklyn Bridge 1.1 mi
    3 mins
     
     6. Take the FDR Dr/Pearl St ramp 0.1 mi
     
     7. Keep right at the fork to continue toward FDR Dr N and merge onto FDR Dr N 11.2 mi
    18 mins
     
     ...
     8. Take exit 24 on the left for I-95 S toward Geo Washington Bridge 0.7 mi
    1 min
     
     9. Follow signs for I-95 S/US-1 S/George Washington Bridge Upper Level and merge onto I-95 S
    Entering New Jersey 2.6 mi
    3 mins
     
     10. Take exit 72A to merge onto RT-4 W toward Paramus 7.0 mi
    10 mins
     
     11. Slight right at RT-4 W 262 ft
     
     12. Merge onto RT-17 N via the ramp to Garden State Pkwy N/Mahwah
    Entering New York 15.0 mi
    20 mins
     
     ...
     13. Take the exit onto I-87 N/New York State Thruway N toward Albany/RT-17 N 14.7 mi
    14 mins
     
     ...
     14. Take exit 16 toward Harriman/RT-17/US-6 0.9 mi
    1 min
     
     15. Slight left toward RT-17 W
    Partial toll road 0.2 mi
     
     16. Slight right at RT-17 W 361 ft
     
     17. Take the Woodbury Outlets Blvd/RT-32 exit toward RT-17 S/Harriman/Central Valley/US-6 E/Bear Mountain/W Point 0.1 mi
     
     18. Slight right at Woodbury Outlets Blvd 0.2 mi
     
     19. Turn right at Ring Rd 0.2 mi
     
     20. Turn left at Center Rd 0.1 mi
     

    To: 498 Red Apple Ct
    Central Valley, NY 10917
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    1. Head south on Center Rd toward Ring Rd 0.1 mi
     
     2. Turn right at Ring Rd 0.2 mi
     
     3. Turn left at Woodbury Outlets Blvd S 358 ft
     
     4. Turn left at RT-32 0.3 mi
    2 mins
     
     5. Turn left onto the ramp to I-87/Thruway 0.2 mi
    2 mins
     
     6. Merge onto RT-17 E
    Partial toll road 0.3 mi
     
     7. Merge onto I-87 S/New York State Thruway S via the ramp to New York
    Partial toll road 24.1 mi
    24 mins
     
     ...
     8. Take exit 13S for Palisades Pkwy S toward New Jersey 0.4 mi
     
     9. Merge onto Palisades Interstate Pkwy S
    Entering New Jersey 18.1 mi
    22 mins
     
     ...
     10. Take the Hudson Terrace exit toward GW Bridge
    Partial toll road 1.0 mi
    1 min
     
     11. Merge onto I-95 N/US-1 N/US-9 N
    Entering New York 1.0 mi
    1 min
     
     12. Take exit 1 for H Hudson Pkwy/RT-9A 0.5 mi
    1 min
     
     13. Follow signs for H Hudson Pkwy S/RT-9A S/Downtown and merge onto RT-9A S 10.0 mi
    17 mins
     
     ...
     14. Continue on W Side Hwy 0.3 mi
     
     15. Take the Battery Tun ramp on the left to I-278/Brooklyn 0.3 mi
    2 mins
     
     16. Merge onto I-478 E
    Partial toll road 2.3 mi
    5 mins
     
     17. Merge onto Brooklyn Queens Expy/Gowanus Expy/I-278 W 2.5 mi
    3 mins
     
     18. Slight left at Belt Pkwy E (signs for Belt Pkwy) 5.4 mi
    7 mins
     
     19. Take exit 5 for Bay Pkwy 0.2 mi
     
     20. Turn left at Bay Pkwy 1.0 mi
    4 mins
     
     21. Turn left at 76th St 0.1 mi
     

    To: 2132 76th St
    Brooklyn, NY 11214